Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Thing 1 & Thing 2

Yes, this is what I will now 'lovingly' be calling my newly found breast lumps. Yep, that is right, 2 more lumps.

I had found 1 about a month ago & then at my yearly last week, the Dr found a 2nd. They are actually right by where I had the other one removed May of 2011. I am now waiting for my new surgeon's office to call me & set up a mammogram.

I had to get a new surgeon because I refuse to go back to the other that did my last lump..he is also the guy that removed my spleen & caused me all my extra fun issues...so there was not a question in my mind that he was out. Apparently though this new surgeon is amazing & deals mostly with the boobies...so that makes me happy :)

I am hoping that this time I can actually get a mammogram because with my last lump I was refused by the imagining place. They told me I was too young & made me do another test...so we will see what happens, as they are sending me to a different facility.

I'm pissed as all hell about all this, I won't lie..I am sick & tired of being sick & tired. I am really starting to wonder who the heck I pissed off to get all I have this year...but after some good crying & feeling sorry for myself...even though I am made, I am just gonna roll with the punches. This is not more than I can handle..I have been given all this because I am strong.

So now, Ill wait to hear from this new dr & get Thing 1 & 2 looked at...I am really hoping they do not have to be removed because the thought of a surgery scares the hell out of me..but I will do what I have to in order to take care of myself.

This year has taught me so much...how precious life is & how I only have this 1 body & have to do whatever to take care of it..so that is just what Ill do.

3 comments:

  1. BIG sigh...Im so sorry to hear this, sweetie. Our bodies can deal us some doozies. Im thinking of you - and hoping all goes well. BIG hugs

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  2. I am so sorry you are going through this AGAIN, D. I'm here to support you with whatever you need. xo

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  3. Sorry hon,!! Sending hugs and strength xoxo

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