Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Thing 1 & Thing 2

Yes, this is what I will now 'lovingly' be calling my newly found breast lumps. Yep, that is right, 2 more lumps.

I had found 1 about a month ago & then at my yearly last week, the Dr found a 2nd. They are actually right by where I had the other one removed May of 2011. I am now waiting for my new surgeon's office to call me & set up a mammogram.

I had to get a new surgeon because I refuse to go back to the other that did my last lump..he is also the guy that removed my spleen & caused me all my extra fun issues...so there was not a question in my mind that he was out. Apparently though this new surgeon is amazing & deals mostly with the boobies...so that makes me happy :)

I am hoping that this time I can actually get a mammogram because with my last lump I was refused by the imagining place. They told me I was too young & made me do another test...so we will see what happens, as they are sending me to a different facility.

I'm pissed as all hell about all this, I won't lie..I am sick & tired of being sick & tired. I am really starting to wonder who the heck I pissed off to get all I have this year...but after some good crying & feeling sorry for myself...even though I am made, I am just gonna roll with the punches. This is not more than I can handle..I have been given all this because I am strong.

So now, Ill wait to hear from this new dr & get Thing 1 & 2 looked at...I am really hoping they do not have to be removed because the thought of a surgery scares the hell out of me..but I will do what I have to in order to take care of myself.

This year has taught me so much...how precious life is & how I only have this 1 body & have to do whatever to take care of it..so that is just what Ill do.


  1. BIG sigh...Im so sorry to hear this, sweetie. Our bodies can deal us some doozies. Im thinking of you - and hoping all goes well. BIG hugs

  2. I am so sorry you are going through this AGAIN, D. I'm here to support you with whatever you need. xo

  3. Sorry hon,!! Sending hugs and strength xoxo


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