Saturday, May 5, 2012

31,536,000 Seconds Ago


  • 1 year ago today we received a call about Baby M
  • 12 months ago we did one of the hardest things we have ever done...we said 'no' to Baby M
  • 52 weeks have gone by & not one of those have I not thought about her
  • 365 days ago we did something we were hoping we would never have to do
  • 8760 hours ago I was sent home from work because I could not function, could not stop crying
  • 525,600 minutes ago I went, in a daze, after telling our agency 'no' to Baby M to my doctor to only find out that I had to have a lump removed from my breast..3 days later
  • 31,536,000 seconds have passed since I could have been a mom
  • 1 year ago I may have been the closest to being a mom that I will ever get
  • 12 months ago something in Mr PCOSChick & I died
  • 52 weeks ago we truly learned how hard adoption can be
  • 365 days ago my parents cried with me for our loss
  • 8760 hours ago I became scared of being hurt by adoption again
  • 525,600 minutes ago something in me forever changed
  • 31,536,000 seconds have passed since we said 'hello' & 'goodbye' to Baby M 

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