Tuesday, March 13, 2012

I Am

Suzy did this & even though I am on a blogging break right now, I thought it was appropriate at this time

I am… extremely tired after my first full day at work yesterday

I know… that life goes on & has amazing things in store for me

I want… feel 100% again

I wish… I did not go through everything I did the past couple of months or that myself or anyone had to deal with infertility

I fear… not making the right decision & regretting in later in life

I feel… stronger & fragile all at the same time

I smell… my puppy

I hear… Courtney's yucky voice on the Bachelor because I'm watching last nights show on DVR

I wonder… If I can truly handle working full time in 2 weeks

I believe… that everything happens for a reason

I sing… in my car, even though I am a terrible singer

I cried last… a few weeks ago when I was just so tired of everything

I can usually be found… with my 2 favorite boys in the world!

I am happy… at the thought that I get to travel for the first time since the surgery next week & meet an amazing lady from Twitter/blog world!!

1 comment:

  1. I saw your wonderful boards over on Pinterest, and I have to tell you how much I can relate to what you've been going through. More power to you and your Husband for pursuing adoption. I lost my left tube after almost 2 years of trying.. And we face the inevitable "give up" option at this point. : ( I am almost 39, time is winding down for me anyway, reproductively. Adoption may become an option in the future, when I feel I have healed from all we have lost. Good luck <3


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