Other than I am heart broken....we got a referral today for a little girl & sadly had to turn her down. I do not want to go into any further details...however this is way harder than I could have ever imagined. I know we made the best decision for both us & this little one, but still, I am a mess.
I am trying to be positive, as we did find out there are only 11 couples waiting for babies our age & it could be as soon as the end of the month that we could get another referral.
In other news, I went to the doctor for my year check up on the lump is my breast & it has only gotten bigger & needs to be removed..I am having surgery on Monday...yep, as in the day after my baby shower (which I cannot say I am in the celebrating mood right now)
Today Sucks A%*