Thursday, May 5, 2011

I Don't Know What to Say...

Other than I am heart broken....we got a referral today for a little girl & sadly had to turn her down. I do not want to go into any further details...however this is way harder than I could have ever imagined. I know we made the best decision for both us & this little one, but still, I am a mess.

I am trying to be positive, as we did find out there are only 11 couples waiting for babies our age & it could be as soon as the end of the month that we could get another referral.

In other news, I went to the doctor for my year check up on the lump is my breast & it has only gotten bigger & needs to be removed..I am having surgery on Monday...yep, as in the day after my baby shower (which I cannot say I am in the celebrating mood right now)

Today Sucks A%*

8 comments:

  1. Oh hon, lots of love & hugs to both of you!

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  2. I'm so sorry. My hubby and I had to turn down a baby last Friday also. I know it's hard. I was in tears just thinking about him all weekend. =( But it's the right decision for your family so it's just not "your" (or "my") baby. You're baby will come.

    I'm sorry about your lump. =(

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  3. Big hugs. It will all work out like it's supposed to. Easy to say, I know, but I do believe it's true.

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  4. I'm so sorry. We had to do the same thing last year and it was heartbreaking. In the end i know we weren't the right family for him, but that didn't make it any easier.

    Hang in there. I'll be thinking of you, especially on Monday.

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  5. Turning down a match is heartbreaking on so many levels.

    Take care.

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  6. I'm sorry, it sucks to turn down referrals/ potential matches. I hope your surgery goes well.

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  7. just catching up here and i'm so sorry to hear this :( hugs to you...

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  8. Oh dear. I know that is a very rough position to be in and it's incredibly difficult. But you were strong and made the right decision for all of you. so proud of you! And YOUR child is waiting. Just a little longer...

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