Thank you everyone for the love, comforting & understanding on my last post. It was so nice to hear that I am not the only mom to be that worries & thinks about these kinds of things.
I know how I was the night before I brought Kiso home! I couldn't sleep, I was freaking out. I was a "single mommy" & having him was going to change my life. I wasn't going to be able to just up & go like I had in the past, I was going to have this little man to take care of.
Now, I know this may sound funny, why was I freaking so much about a dog..but this was big for me.
I look at him & I am totally in love! I cannot imagine my life without him & if I am this way with a dog, I have no doubt that from the moment I see LP I will be heads over heels. I know my life will change, I have no doubt, but I know for the better. I know the DH & I will grow as a couple, as parents & move on to the next part of our lives....but yes, it is scary.
But thank you for letting me know I am not alone!!